I wish i could unrecall how we almost had it all
Taylor Swift, loml.
Speaks to me, even though we didn’t get it all, only three months.
Of running the entire of gamut of emotions, building attraction,
Sparking bonfires
Until the tiniest, flickering light died
But those were roaring flames while they lasted
A blaze that was red and intense and sexy
And wild, and sensual, and tortured
And angsty and cruel and childish
Anguished and tender and angry
Packed into a law student
Tousled blonde hair, mama’s boy
Full of joy and and armed with a wicked pen
A lethal guitar cues
An eager, bright girl
Blue eyed and full of naiveté
She had a way with words
Quirky and lusting for life
Our worlds collided
I couldn’t get enough
You saw me, decoded me
I worshipped you, put you into a silly pedestal
And for payback, you ghosted me
Mercilessly, unceremoniously dumped me.
And twenty years later
I’d like to release you
But as I work through my major traumas
I can understand the connection
And the attraction
The spell you put on me
Good with music and words
Makes me go weak at the knees
Too bad you couldn’t keep it up
We were way different, anyway
And I married a steady, kind man
Who loves me as I am
But sometimes I yearn
For those wild, sexy days
Love in our hearts
And lust in our hands
Touching you felt like
A holy ritual
and the sparks flew
until the wind blew
put the fire out
the door slammed shut
the text ceased
no more, please
hearts broken
tears spilled
and this is how
I end this history
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